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Storytime My Grandma is Gone

Storytime My Grandma is Gone

Storytime My Grandma is Gone

I always knew this would happen some day. Today I’m sharing my Storytime: My Grandma is Gone. The past few weeks have been the worst in my entire life (yes worse than when I was suicidal, which was my previous rock bottom).

Cruelty-Free Makeup Look

Wearing Kat Von D Bloodmilk pencil with Urban Decay Mirana lipstick

Too Faced Shadow Insurance
Milani Prep Set Go Setting Powder
Viseart Cool Mattes palette
Urban Decay Born to Run palette
Stila Perlina Glitter & Glow Duochrome
Pur Mascara Primer
Milk Kush Mascara
Idun Minerals Perfect Brow in Dark

Milk Makeup Blur Stick
Smashbox Primer Water in So Chill Coconut
Nudestix Tinted Blur Stick in Light 1
Physicians Formula Plum Rose – contour
Wet n Wild The Princess Daiquiries – blush
Wet n Wild White Raven – highlight

KVD Bloodmilk
UD Mirana (le, try Urban Decay Marfa)

Orly Royal Navy

Summer Goth Queen of Darkness Top Outfit

Loving my Christian Louboutin Large Loubette Satchel Loving my Christian Louboutin Large Loubette Satchel

Top – Queen of Darkness Lace Up Shoulder Top from Sourpuss
Shorts – Rock & Republic Kimber Side Slit Jean Shorts in Plum Pie from Kohls
Jeans – (not pictured) Gloria Vanderbilt Amanda Jean in Sweet Burgundy from Amazon
Handbag – Christian Louboutin Large Loubette Satchel in Maroon from the Real Real (similar bagbag 2bag 3bag 4)
Shoes – Clarks Privo Sneaker Ballet Shoes (similar shoe)
Jewelry – Bunny Paige Volcano Micro Spiked Heart Necklace

Click Here for more details on my summer goth queen outfit!

Storytime My Grandma is Gone Video

This is a rather long video where I talk about my Grandma’s massive stroke and how she was hospitalized, then her passing. My father was also hospitalized as well, but thankfully he’s ok. My Grandma’s death is the reason that I’ve been gone. I spent almost 2 weeks in Indiana.



  • I am so sorry for your loss. I never knew my grandparents on my father’s side. my grandmother on my mother’s side passed away when i was a baby and only knew one grandfather for til i was about 5. you should cherish the time that you had with her and your memories. glad to hear your father is doing better.

  • Courtney, I am so sorry. Thank you for sharing your story with all of us. It really resonated with me. I lost my grandma a week before my birthday several years ago, and I quite literally have no memory of what I did during those subsequent weeks. I know I went to work, I know I went out for my birthday, I remember her funeral, but I was in a daze during those times. Take your time, be okay with crying or whatever way you mourn or think of her. You are in my thoughts and I’m sure in the thoughts of many others.

  • Courtney, I am so sorry. I am glad your dad is doing better. It takes a lot of courage to open up and allow yourself to mourn. I am thankful you had someone so loving in your life. It is evident in how you are that your grandmother was a sweet presence.

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